The Sky

I have been fascinated with the sky lately.

Such much so that the boys have told me, "Mom, it's just the sky. It's not that cool."

Last night I woke up at 3:00 because I was hurting so bad. This has become the norm lately.

I kept tossing and turning trying to ignore it and I was getting so frusterated.

All I could do was ask God over and over, " God, please help me. Please. Please. Please. Please make this pain go away. Please make this be over. Please give us answers. Please help me sleep. Please. Please. Please."

I finally had to get up and went back to sleep around 4:30.

I didn't hear an answer.

 Until this morning as I drove to San Antonio.

 It's like He was saying, "I'm here. Behind the clouds. Just hold on. Just hold on."